DP and I been together 8 years, 2 DC, small. We have had a difficult relationship - he has anger issues and we rarely have 'small and normal' arguments/rows - just huge, shouting ones every few months or so. I may be arsey about something (obviously I can be - as most people can..) and he gets angry in a disproportionate way. I react by getting upset and shouting back. WE have tried to deal with what we see as essentially being incompatible by attending counselling (two different counsellors) and he attended anger management a few years ago but refused to discuss his childhood with her (which, in my opinion is root cause as his father had a terrible temper and DP was shouted at regularly as a child and also beaten with a belt for punishment). Anyhow - the counselling seemed to do some good in the short-term as we were both keen to try the techniques and became much better at communicating with each other. Another way he has dealing with his annoyance towards me is to be passive aggressive and he recently didn't speak to me for 2 MONTHS!!! He will disengage from me occasionally (maybe every couple of months) and usually after me asking what's wrong and trying to cajole him/ignore him out of it, he will go back to normal after a few hours, or even day or two and things will be fine. This time, I decided to take action, though and didn't indulge him at all - so stayed perfectly civil and polite but after him refusing to tell me what was wrong a couple of times, I simply ignored the fact that he was not giving me eye contact/physical contact of any type ie we just discussed the necessary stuff like the children/what we were having for dinner (hence neither of us budged and it was an incredible two months).
Over this time I did a lot of thinking (and posted here on MN a couple of times and got really useful advice) and basically felt like a veil had been lifted from before my eyes. I realised that our relationship was dysfunctional and that he was bordering on the EA. I would like to point out, as I always try to on here, that I do not think I am the completely innocent party here. I know I can be demanding, a bit snappy and stubborn but I do maintain that everyone has their faults and I'm fairly normal. Anyhow - I decided that once Xmas was over and the next time he lost his temper with me that I was going to end it. This happened - he shouted at me and threatened that I should 'back off or he would say some things that would really upset me'.
That night we discussed it and I basically said I couldn't stand it anymore and thought it was very bad for the DC to witness this angry, shouty, unstable atmosphere. I also hate the way he threatens me and that I find it unacceptable. Anyhow - he has fallen apart, cried and not eaten for three days, begged me to stay, told me he loves me etc etc. He has booked an appointment to see his doctor with the hope he might get referred to someone re: Anger Management (lack of money makes private sessions unlikely) and read the passive aggressive article that someone sent to me on here, very helpfully. He agrees that he has both of these issues and has sworn that he will give his utmost to try to turn things around. At the moment, I have said that I still think we should split up, he move into rented accom and attend that counselling and see how things pan out in the future. However, obviously this isn't ideal in terms of upset to the children. I was so determined to end this ridiculous relationship but he is so incredibly remorseful. Do you think people can change in the long-term and should we give it another go?
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sipofwine · 09/01/2013 11:42
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