Last post.
OP, we don't know you and we don't know your situation. It is impossible to read what is happening from 2 or 3 short posts. I understand that you feel you simply cannot write any more, that perhaps you feel that you just don't know where to start and have lost track of what the issue is anymore.
Your dp may not be helping, he may be the cause, I don't know but I get the feeling you probably don't need any more strife in your life and you certainly are not up to any confrontation.
Every GP is different. I've had good and bad. Depression (if you don't mind the assumption here) has had a lot of publicity and is taken much more seriously than it used to be. Sometimes there is a cause and sometimes it's just life piling up on top of us to the point where we feel we just can't cope anymore.
That's the warning that tells you that you need help. Others may not see it as we get very good at putting a face on for other people.
You do need help. Go and make contact with your GP and if he/she has not been helpful in the past then sign up with someone else. Don't be afraid to ask friends or family for help. They may not have realised the extent to which you are struggling, so just ask them for support. Tell them you are struggling to cope. There is no shame in it whatsoever and it can even bring people closer together.
I only advise caution because I know that sometimes conclusions can be jumped to and when you are not in any fit state to reason with yourself, misplaced advice can be very very harmful. There is a tendency to look towards partners and in your case it might be true that he is particularly unsupportive and uncaring, or it might not be. Truth is we don't know and as Tis said, it's unhelpful to speculate. I have tried to avoid that and I apologise if I have. You sound desperate and you sound like you need help to tackle the here and now. I hope you are able to get that support and help. Remember, there is always hope, there is always someone to turn to and there are plenty of organisations out there who will listen no matter what time of the day or night.
Take care.