I separated from my H about a year ago. He'd been having emotional affairs for about 10 years which I tried to deal with, but in the end I had to give up because it was making me so unhappy.
But, he was still my friend, he still looked out for me, was supportive, was nice to me etc.
Now I'm on my own, I'm so lonely, I'm still unhappy and now there's no-one there either.
I had been married for nearly 30 years. I hate being on my own. I've tried internet dating, but my heart just isn't in it. I'm so confused, I don't think I love him any more, but at the moment I feel that anything is better than this loneliness.
A few years ago I would have given anything for a weekend of peace on my own, but now it's looming ahead of me, it's just something I have to get through before I go back to work on Monday.
My friends are all couples, I've tried to make new friends, taken a couple of evening classes, but I find it very difficult to 'chat' or make small talk. I feel like I have nothing to give any more. My self-confidence is through the floor, I feel so desperately empty.
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How do you cope with the lonelieness?
RunningWithSharpScissors · 20/07/2012 19:35
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