Hi
I have 2 kids and a 3rd one on the way due in March. The kids are 4 and almost 2. Dh and I have had a rough year with each other. Things were better recently than they had been in the summer, but have recently taken a dip again with 2 days of arguing, where amongst other things I have been called a "boring old woman" and told to buggar off (I am 37, he is 12 years older). I feel sad about lots of things between us. He is very stressed through his work and has been for a long time due to lack of money. He is affectionate to me only if not stressed so that might be once a week, but not this weekend as we have been arguing. He is very affectionate to the kids all the time and I am afraid that I am jealous because in many ways he treats me like a co-worker... Anyway, I have tried to explain all of this to him but obviously I have my faults as well and things that I do that aggravate him - also, he is extremely uncompromising and sometimes verbally unkind though can be quite a loving person. Anyway, to cut a long story short - leaving is not really an option because a. things might improve if I can get into a different mindset and b. the kids and c. where the hell would I go and how???
So what I have to do is become a much stronger person but without relying emotionally on dh at all - how do I do this? My family live abroad but come to visit and stay in their flat nearby every 6 weeks roughly. Dh's family live about 2 hours away and we see them for a weekend about once every 5 weeks. I have a friend who lives across the road whom I have been talking to but I cannot dump everything on her. Otherwise I see two other women with kids but on a much more casual basis. How, at this late stage in pregnancy and tied down by two kids who often have colds etc... so you can't even go out, do I build a network of real friends that can help me to feel alive and loved and not to be so needy of dh (which I think scares him off).
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Where do I get my emotional support from? Ideas please.
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arabella2 · 05/02/2006 00:16
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