Im feeling very fed up and in need of some advice.
im 28, dh is 40. we have two children dd 2.5 and ds 6months
im feeling very fed up atm, have done really since ds was born 6 months ago. The birth didnt go as planned (neither did dd birth). I longed for to dh to be proud of me, to think i did well..he never showed me this. I wanted him to be over joyed n shed a tear...this did not happen. He looked knackered and desperate to go home tbh. I remember crying for him to stay a bit longer with me as post emergency c.section i felt vulnerable and unable to cope with ds.
Over the last few months ive become increasingly jealous of other peoples experiences and relationships too. People that dh works with have since had babies and im insanely jealous that they must really love their wives/gfs for doing well and for being wonderful when im fucking rubbish.
dh is lovely, helps with the kids and around the house. Ive no complaints their. The problem seems to be me and my fucking uselssness. Im fat, tried n grumpy and i wish i was thin/smiley n outgoing for dh....i want him to love me like mad and to think im the best wife ever
am i nuts? please be nice...am i depressed? i feel shit, totally shit
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alisonsmum · 21/03/2012 12:31
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