I have recently woken up and smelt the coffee, my partner and dcs father who is my first love and the only person I've ever really wanted to be with has emotionally and verbally abused me and generally treated me badly for so long. I feel like I've made the right decision to split but it hurts like hell, putting a few things in a bag for him to collect tomorrow actually physically hurts. I know I can't let this go on and it will never ever stop, I have given him so many chances. I need to be strong and try not to crack but it's the most hurt I've ever felt, I once loved him so much and it's gone. When will this start to get better?
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