I'm separated from H. I got involved with someone I work with, he's married. There was never any proper affair, no constant txts emails etc., we were both trying not to let it happen, but I have fallen in love with him. We both know it was wrong. About a month ago I told him I couldn't 'see' him any more. The pain is unbelieveable, I can't cut contact completely, he's in my circle of friends, my only circle of friends, and I see him around at work.
I go through really low points where I'm constantly in tears, I've been to the doctor, he's basically told me he's not a great fan of anti-depressants (neither am I really) and to get out more and exercise etc.
I've tried looking for other jobs, but so far have found nothing, the field I'm in is very limited.
I really just don't want to be here any more, but I have 2 kids, 16 and 18 and I can't bear the thought of destroying their happiness, I just feel so trapped.
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IDontWantToBeHereAnyMore · 03/11/2011 07:42
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