I have 2 DCs (DS 2.5yrs and DD 8mths). DP and I have been together for 8 years.
I had a traumatic delivery with DS and he was quite a challenging baby (has never slept through the night, trouble feeding, v sensitive).
It was my intention to return to work once DS was a year old, but my employer was unable to offer pt work and I ended up resigning.
I love being a SAHM. Having children is all I ever wanted and I enjoy being with them more than anything. As DS is a real challenge, I admit that I am a bit obsessive about things like routine because that's the only way I feel I can keep a handle on things. He does go to Nursery for two mornings a week though, and he loves it, so I am not totally precious about being with him all the time. DD is much easier and I can be more flexible with her.
DP feels that I don't have anything in my life other than the children and should put them in Nursery for more hours (I think that two mornings suits DS well at the moment: he still naps and the rest of the week we are busy with other groups/friends). He thinks I should go back to work (not for financial reasons but because he feels that I should be away from the children), I should go out more and have more 'me' time (I am too exhausted to go out and just want to collapse in front of TV with glass of wine once the day is done).
I feel that he is critical of me being at home - I have always done all the nights, feeds, cooking, cleaning etc because I feel it is part of my role as SAHM. He works really hard and I am very grateful for that. I would quite like him to value the job I am doing. He looks at my mother who was a SAHM and had nothing in her life once we left home, and says that I am going to be like her. (I'm NOT, we have a v difficult relationship and I am trying to break that cycle).
He has been diagnosed with depression and stress and took anti-depressants for a while but hasn't been back to the doctor for more. Whenever I say that he should go back, he says that it is me who is depressed and I should get help. I don't think I am, I have bad days, but doesn't everyone and I do get very tired trying to hold it all together.
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DP says I am depressed...am I?
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TeddyP · 10/09/2011 13:12
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