Please, if anybody could help with just some small words of advice. I'm really at all time low, my marriage has been declining slowly over the past yeara, been together about 12 years.
My husband has become very colds towards me emotionally, and treats me in fact like on of the kids, his motivation for being here is the children alone.
There is no sex or affectionHe has constantly rejected me sexually over the past number of years, the humiliation is destroying me and he has told me that I am pathetic.
Our children are the reason I'm still here I guess. I'm so terrified for them because I think I am totally going to fall apart.
Last night was rock bottom in that I truly truly wanted to die. I told him this but he said he didn't believe me.
I do have friends I can talk t, but didn't, just tries to keep up a charade that all was well, I'm going to try now, had been confiding alone with one guy online, but I felt that I was using that to mask the hurt in the marraige as he would constantly reassure me that I was attractive, desirable etc, things I desperately did want to hear, it just didn't feel like the right thing to do though.
Just hoping that with the vast amounts of experience here thT somebody may be able to help.
Thank you
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Please, desperately lonely and heartbroken.
Melissaanddoug · 25/07/2011 12:49
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