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DH & I have a 28 yr relationship (we're 44) and 2 dc (youngest 10). Our life has been very 'rollercoaster' with several periods of intense stress, business, health, family worries. It's had a knock-on effect on our sex life which has been sometimes fabulous, mostly OK and sometimes non-existent for long periods (15 months once!). Neither of us are great communicators about this - the dry periods usually end with a big row and a frantic making-up.
I've been unwell for the last year, suffering dreadful fatigue. We have managed to make love about once a month. I recently started some new medication and I'm feeling better about my health, my confidence, my belly. I'd like to start working on the fabulous again.
We had a lovely night last week. However when he mentioned using a vibrator I said I didn't think so as DD next door sleeps quite lightly nowadays. So we carried on as we were, happily.
I texted him next day (Fri) asking if he fancied a repeat performance that night. Got a lukewarm response. When he came in from work, he seemed a bit off, not speaking much, very uncommunicative. I had hoped he might come in, give me a 'significant' kiss rather than just a peck, or make a reference to my text etc, just let me know he had been thinking about it and was looking forward to it. I know I was. Nothing - he sat on the sofa for an hour with not a word to say.
Eventually I got annoyed and said so. He said I had said we shouldn't get excited around the dc. WTF? This seemed to go back to the remark about using a vibrator at 11pm in the room next to dd. We rowed, and the weekend was full of 'atmosphere', rather than the loving weekend I had hoped for.
I know that with a teenager and a pre-teen around we can't be at it on the kitchen table during Eastenders, but when you're trying to re-establish your sex life don't you need to show willing, appreciation, enthusiasm, encouragement to each other. Last week we had sat next to each other on the sofa for 3 nights each knowing that the other was interested in having sex but he couldn't bring himself to make any mention of it. Last month, the sex drought was ended by me telling him one lunchtime 'go upstairs we need to have sex'.
What can I do to make him show his feelings more? As I said, this has been an issue in the past so I don't quite understand why it's only now on the verge of becoming a dealbreaker. I really feel like saying that we should just have a marriage in name only.
There are no issues in the background - I know he loves me, he's not having an affair, neither am I.
Any thoughts - I just want us BOTH to work together to get back to a nice, relaxed atmosphere about sex, without all this tension.
I'm sorry, this is much longer than I meant it to be, do feel free to nod off.
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Argh, help me with this sex/communication thing
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Hanonymouse · 14/06/2011 13:27
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