I've been on here before and still feeling very conflicted.
Most recent nutshell.. about 2 weeks ago we had a fairly standard arguement. My 2yo was playing with an open umbrella inside the house and getting gregarious with it.. I started to worry about her poking something or someone so took it away and said umbrellas are for playing outside (where the umbrella went). She had a bit of a tantrum.. couldn't be distracted or enticed to other things and I was going to give it a minute on non attention so she would calm down. He came in and tried to distract, then asked what she wanted. I said the umbrella, but I've said it's not allowed to play with inside. He went to give it to her (inside) and I said again, I just told her she's not allowed to play with it inside and you can settle her anyway you want but it's really undermining if you do the exact opposite of the rule I just set. He handed her the umbrella and said something negative about me (don't remember what).
He tried to talk about something else, I said I was angry and would get over it but needed some space. He kept trying to talk to me. I said I really needed some space right now. He said, c'mon, we're a family and tried to give me a hug. I don't know why, but I was not ok with being touched right then and I moved away and said no, you really need to give me some space right now. He kept trying to hug me, I kept moving away and saying no (about 4-5 times) more and more emphatically until I tried to run to the bathroom to get away. He followed and stopped me from closing the door and told me off for not hugging him. I told him I definetly didn't feel like hugging when he was trapping me in the bathroom (he was standing in the doorway now). He said he wasn't trapping me and I twisted everything around.
So.. I've been avoiding him as much as possible since then. Getting information about my options. I called Women's Aid and they gave me a couple numbers... He keeps complaining that I'm cold and distant, rejecting his reconciliation. I have told him a few times now that what he did really scared me, that I need some consistent evidence that he takes this seriously and is taking concrete steps to make sure it's never happening again.
He doesn't get why I'm upset. When I explain this is really fundimental to me - I need to know my boundaries will be respected in a relationship - he says I'm escalating things and ignoring his complaints.
I'm confused. I think I shouldn't be confused, but I am.
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butterflybee · 21/05/2011 17:11
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