so ive been with dp 6 years and dc 2 is due in 2 weeks
the interney wasnt working the other day so i tried his ipod to see if it was just my pc (as normal) or a broadband issue before i phoned them and looked stupid. i swear i wasnt snooping or suspicious till his point !!
so his email pops up and it seems hes joined numerous dogey sites. these sites seem to be girls putting pics up to be found by men in the local area they describe themselves as dating sites rather than porn sites iyswim there are emails from girls in his inbox but i cant see what they say/ if he replyed without logging in. i put his pc on and his historys full of these sites as well as google serches for get laid tonight in x town.
i knew he looked at videos (found evidence before and just left it ) that doesnt realy bother me but i feel like this is something else. the fact hes looking at specific girls in our town and has put his email address in to get messages from them feels so wrong. im fairly sure he wouldnt actully cheat but at least then i could actuly have a right to feel betrayed
he normally stays up till 3 in the morning whist i go to bed at 11 or so, so i guess thats when hes looking at this. it hurts hed rather look at these girls downstairs while i sleep rather than be in bed with me.
i had a threatened mc as well as a previous mc and spd so our sex life has been crap during the last few months before we used to have sex 5 times a week or so. Iknow i look terrible but do i really deserve this?
i feel like i dont want him near me again or at the birth what if it puts him off me even more?
i cant even coinfront him cus itll look like ive been snooping and i really dont have anyone in rl to turn to
i dont know what i expect you to say just wanted to rant somewhere
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feeling sad 37 weeks and dp looking at websites
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xmasbunny · 23/03/2011 17:15
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