Right long story and I can?t say too much without outing myself so please forgive if it sounds like I?m being difficult.
Background: OH and I have been together for coming up 17 years; no children though we are trying but not getting too far.
Anyway as far as OH?s family is concerned I am pure evil; reasons why I?m evil; well I?m white and emmm that?s kind of it really.
(According to his mother I was only with him for his money, what money? Where?s the money? All white girls are whores and I?d just get pregnant and because I was a whore he wouldn?t even know if they were his kids because I was definitely sleeping with all his friends. Busy girl me. . . . She never says any of this in front of OH anymore since he threatened to cut contact with her if she ever said anything bad about me in front of him again.)
Oh and because OH refused to participate in an arranged marriage and have me on the side. . . . (yes his mother seriously suggested this, which to me is not only gross to suggest arranged infidelity but just says that she has no real interest in OH?s happiness or for that matter her potential DIL )
After many episodes/years I have decided that I have had enough with them all.
I have never had a lot of direct contact with them, his mother has always refused to meet me, as do his sisters; with the exception of the youngest; but will not admit it to her Mum.
However for all their attitude and abuse etc, if they need a baby sitter (yes I?m a whore but I?m ok to take care of the kids, seriously would you leave your children with someone you had never met? Who you think is a whore? )
Or when they need someone to argue with the hospital/ school/ etc guess who is first in line?
And then we get the whole racist argument, that of course I got somewhere because we?re all in it together. Not because I listen and am rational and have an adult conversation and follow up on complaints issues, keep records etc.
Basically if it isn?t sorted straight away it?s racism, not bureaucracy, not red tape always always racism. (For example OH?s Mum got made redundant, as did her best friend, apparently this was racism, except that everyone got made redundant the factory closed down FFS)
It wouldn?t be so bad except I only ever get told half the story so I usually look like a fool at the start.
Anyway I?ve had enough, I get dragged in to sort out these messes they have made, get treated like shit and then ignored or bad mouthed till the next time.
So tonight I have calmly told OH that unless the situation is to do with DN?s
I -am -out.
I am no longer playing.
I am happy for OH to carry on seeing them as normal etc but I don?t want to hear about it, unless as I said it?s to do with the DN?s (and with the older ones they will contact me directly anyway). Older DN?s already text and FB me and pop in to chat.
But is this really feasible?
With OH still seeing them regularly (he feels a lot of family/ culture guilt, he?s the eldest oh and a boy!! By his culture?s ?rules? he should be married and he and his wife should be living under his mothers - -thumb- -roof.) I have never asked him to choose and never would but can I really think that it?s fair to expect him to deal with their craziness alone??
Or am I being a selfish cow?
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KittaKatta · 17/01/2011 23:05
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