I don't know what to do about the woman. I love her, in many respects she has been a great mother and when she's not running around being a pain in the arse she can be quite lovely. Only at the moment, she is being a complete pain in the arse.
There are the following problems:
- She seems to have little respect for my decisions. For e.g., last year my DB was having a big family dinner, for religious reasons I can't eat everything that was being served (particularly as DB and his wife think that every meal should be about 70% meat). I had discussed with SIL, offered to bring my own food, she said no problem, she'll prepare something different for me (and she loves cooking, so I know she'd like doing this sort of thing). Mom decided that, for whatever reason, this would be too much hassle for SIL (without asking SIL) and instead called her and said that she (Mom) would buy me a fecking READY MEAL from Tesco to eat on the day. I said that's ridiculous, especially since SIL had agreed to an alternative. In the end, I cooked my own separate part of the meal, and everyone was happy. Apart from Mom
- She always sides with other people against me.
This has been going on for years. At school I was bullied by some of the other pupils, it totally destroyed my self-confidence and I spent most of my teens feeling pretty miserable. Apparently though, this is what "children do - don't be so dramatic about it" and that it was my fault, in some way. To this DAY she defends these people. Then, more recently, I had an issue at work where my two managers were bullying me and another colleague. That colleague and I both ended up resigning. Everyone we worked with thought that these two women were terrible, were treating us badly and should be pulled up on it by HR. Apart from my own mother, who again thought that it was my own fault somehow, and that I shouldn't be so rude about these two women. Also, my older SIL and my brother were being particularly nasty to me for a while, always trying to start fights, criticising me and my life choices, swearing at me etc. etc. I tried talking to them, with no result. Mom refused to talk to them saying "your SIL has had a hard life" [she left home 15 years ago]. She even refused to talk to SIL when she and DB started causing every family event to descend into a power struggle - they always had to dictate where, when, who would be there, what time. In the end, other SIL intervened and they are now trying to be nice to me.
- Almost every time I speak to her, she makes some kind of passive-aggressive dig at me. Last week I called her and had "you shouldn't complain that you've had such a hard life [I don't], one of the Chilean miners ...." blah blah blah. Yesterday it was "Well, it was nice talking to you when you're not so grumpy" (previous phone call I was fine until she started yapping) and when trying to arrange a meet-up "it's such a pain that you eat kosher and your SIL doesn't eat dairy" (FYI - SIL isn't eating dairy, because she's BFing DN who is lactose intollerant and gets reflux. But WE'RE the selfish ones ). Meanwhile, she too is impossible to feed. You can't give her - garlic, onions, spicy food, vegetables that aren't cooked until nearly dead, anything new or vaguely exotic, too much bread etc. etc.
If she was not my mother, I would have cut her out of my life years ago. Everytime I try to make a break for it, she gets all whiny and starts crying about how I'm such a terrible daughter, she's just tried her best, she really loves me, will try to change, but then carries on with exactly the same shit as before.
Sorry it's so long, but it could be so much longer with all the crap she throws my way. I guess I'm just needing to vent as she's been doing my head in so much. She's so FUCKING STUBBORN - she's the only person who's ever right about anything, on any topic. I've now given up arguing with her about things, as she'll never agree with me, or accept that her way is anything but The Right Way. And if you do do crazy things in discussions like introducing facts or logic, she starts crying and saying that you're being mean. AAAAAAAAARGH.