DH is older than I am and has a bad temper. I am frequently criticised for things and shouted at probably daily.
This has had a bad effect on the DCs who are now quite shouty themselves, but it has had a worse effect on me. I was brought up with gentleness. I couldn't manage to turn the hurt off from being shouted at, therefore when it came to sex with DH I just couldn't do it. This has caused worse problems.
It all came to a head last Saturday, when he woke me up at 3.30 am to shout at me for leaving a light on downstairs. He shouted at me for three solid hours, slammed doors and tipped my handbag upside down and kicked the contents around the room. It sounds such a petty thing but I felt humiliated crawling under the sofas to retrieve my bits and pieces.
We've been in separate bedrooms for about two years.
I've talked to DH but he says he can fix it and he will stop shouting, but he's said this so so many times before. We've been together for many years and after episodes like this he promises he will fix things but he always goes back to where he was.
We've been to Relate twice. Once five years ago and once two years ago. Both times it did help temporarily, but the changes never became permanent.
It's over, isn't it?
(name-changing reg)
Please or to access all these features
Please
or
to access all these features
Mumsnet has not checked the qualifications of anyone posting here. If you need help urgently or expert advice, please see our domestic violence webguide and/or relationships webguide. Many Mumsnetters experiencing domestic abuse have found this thread helpful: Listen up, everybody
Relationships
It is over, isn't it? Or is it?
21 replies
Facinguptothings · 09/10/2010 23:43
OP posts:
Please create an account
To comment on this thread you need to create a Mumsnet account.