I'm so fed up. I've beenmarried for 13 years, and right now Ijust feel as if we've come to the end of the road.
Wont bore you with all the details. DH is not abusive, fairly decent person really. No others involved. Just have become totally worn down by DH over the years....feel as if I'm walking on eggshells always. Cant be the person I want to be or do the things I want to. So totally lonely.
I have no friends, no interests outside the home. I'm currently a SAHM, although will be starting part time job in a week or so.
All my time is devoted to the home and the children- I have 6 kids who I love more than anything, but they do take up my every waking moment.
We are also very tight for money.Just about cover mortgage,bills,food and clothes/essentials for the kids.No money at all for going out etc...no holidays etc..
I just feel I would be such a happier person on my own sometimes...but no way to achieve that as I wont make the dc have to leave their home/school etc...and we are so broke there's no way we could afford any alternatives.
I've so had enough. Feel I'll be trapped in this miserable existance forever....
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TotallyWornDown · 04/08/2010 12:25
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