Mother's Day is always hard for me because it's six months after Lily-Hope's birthday and because it is Mother's Day. I think I've done quite well this time, although getting my first monthly period hasn't done much for my hormones!
Anyway, I'm over at my parents and Dad asked me to look at his laptop because he thought there is a card reader in it. I asked for a card to test it with. He found a random one from the drawer and I stuck it in. There were some early pictures of Tink, very awwww. Then came some videos of her...
There is a video so early she is still covered in vernix and I hadn't seen her yet. The tug in her chest is so pronounced, I'd not seen it that bad, the "boowng" of the machines (she's in the IC room of the NNU so a lot going on) I didn't realise how upsetting it would be, I'm still crying. Dad had to be told by Mum and TD to shut up and leave me alone because he was going on about emailing myself pictures and they realised how upsetting it was as something I hadn't seen before - the vid or IRL.
I had to share that with people who would understand, not sure why I had to tell someone.
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TinkerbellesMum · 03/03/2008 21:02
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