I'm posting this in the premature birth section because I'm hoping that someone will be able to relate.
My DCs were born at 28 weeks and 33 weeks and I've struggled with PTSD ever since. I especially struggle when I hear of other people's pregnancy because it reminds me of the excitement I felt in early pregnancy the first time and how that was brought to an abrupt halt when I went in to premature labour. I am currently having CBT to try to help with depression and PTSD.
My friend told me yesterday that she is pregnant and I feel so jealous and it's brought back all the feelings of loss that I had before. Both of my children are healthy and I am very lucky to have not lost them but I lost out on a lot of the experience as I had thought and hoped it would be. My friend has that hope and joy and excitement that I had, and I am so jealous. Of course I am happy for her too and I feel very guilty that her good news is making me feel so crap (of course I haven't told her how I feel). So on top of feeling crap I now feel guilty that I feel crap. I really don't like myself very much right now.
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Jealous of friend's pregnancy - PTSD
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onedayimightforget · 04/12/2016 17:06
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