Hi, I'm not pregnant but recently got married and we're talking about having a baby. As much as I really do want to have one, I'm so scared I have burst into tears a few times today!
I feel ridiculous! I read a post on here about refusing inernal exams, which was a load of my mind as I'm terrified of them, not because they hurt, but because I'm embarrassed about it! I had my first smear this morning and it was fine but I felt really ashamed and degraded all day! This feeling is puting me off getting pregnant!
Also, and how ridiculous is this! I'm embarrassed about my husband seeing the birth! Up to now 'that area' has been for pleasure only shall we say, and I wonder how he could posibly want to go there again aftr seeing something so disgusting! He keeps telling me it won't bother him but I'm worried, and I'm worried that if I do have to have an internal, how will I feel about him witnessing it, or even knowing that it's happening.
Sorry for whining, I just feel so degraded right now and I don't know how I'm eer going to get over it and ever pluck up the courage to get pregnant!
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Really terrified and embarrassed about the whole idea!
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JosieSmith1 · 22/06/2010 21:59
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