I am 11 weeks pregnant with my 3rd child.It wasn't a planned pregnancy which i know was stupid but i didn't feel too bad about it to begin with.
After my last pregnancy ended with a mmc at 14weeks,3years ago,dh and i chose not to try again as we couldnt face the pain of miscarrying again.since then we have used contraception until one drunken night 11weeks ago when we both thought it would be fun to have 'one last try'
Over the weeks I have felt nothing for this baby,although my husband is over the moon.he kept telling me that it was probably just my way of coping until I had the scan and it would change.I had my scan on thursday and felt nothing.i still feel nothing and its breaking my heart.i dont think i want this baby and i dont know what to do about it.i cry everyday,i cant sleep because its all that i can think about and when i do eventually get to sleep i pray that i wont wake up to have to face my feelings
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Antenatal depression? or do i just not want this baby?
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ash6605 · 25/07/2009 19:28
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