Oh oh oh...
So, 10 weeks, first baby, and I just can't quite get my head round it. Have been trying to do all the usual things: quit smoking, stopped drinking (though I had a pint of beer last night and the guilt was terrible), vitamins blah blah. But I don't feel like I'm doing anything right. I really don't feel like eating, am not being sick now but everything makes me queasy, I am exhausted, including too tired to exercise, plus really weepy (spent new year's eve in an increasingly cold bath sobbing my heart out), troubles with DP plus loads of niggly paranoia...
Nothing is sorted in terms of my job, finances, maternity leave or pay (which I think I'm not entitled to at all)... It's all just a bit of a disaster and I don't even have the energy to think it through rationally. This is not like me, and I don't like it. And my rubbishness in pregnancy has me feeling like I'll be a shit mum as well Aaaaaargh!
Just wanted to vent really, it's all going round and round in my head and not getting anywhere. Boo. x
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Feeling like I'm doing it all wrong...
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Zorra · 14/01/2009 12:04
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