I don't know where else to put this and I know theres no one who can really help but I just need to write it down somewhere.
Last night has hit a new low for me this pregnancy (am 30+4 weeks with DD3). I have had very little sleep. I have had a cold for 2 weeks which causes bad headaches and sinusitis and toothache, have been coughing for 2 weeks non stop which has made me stress incontinent. Have the usual heartburn too. Then I have SPD and SI pain (pain front and back) so most nights I am going to bed and my whole pelivs feels like it is on fire.
Last night I have swung between shivering and being really hot. I have also pulled a muscle in my right arm from trying to reach rather then get up. From all the coughing I have sore ribs and chest today so breathing actually hurts as does drinking. I've had some paracetamol this morning but they haven't really helped.
Luckily it's bank hol so DP is here today to help but I also have a 3yo and 2yo to look after by myself (no family help) so tomorrowis going to be fun. I am going to try and get a GPs appointment tomorrow to see at least if they can do something about the cough and the maternity physio (although that didn't help last time).
I just want to wake up and not be in pain, I am resenting this baby and cannot even get myself excited about her arrival I feel so guilty as she is very much wanted and I know I should be so grateful as many women would bite my hand off to be pregnant right now. I just want her out and not to be pregnant anymore. I want to have patience with my other DDs and be able to climb the stairs to see them.
I know 11 weeks or so will fly by but right now it seems like forever. Sorry for the moan but I feel like my world is caving in and theres nothing I can do.
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I'm in so much pain I don't think I can cope with another 12 weeks of this, feel so so low.
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sweetkitty · 05/05/2008 06:06
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