Hi all, I don't know if anyone can help me. I've got lots of support around me but I don't feel like I can talk to any of them without being judged.
I'm 11 weeks 4 days pregnant. I found out at 4 weeks and was initially over the moon! It has now dawned on me what is happening and I'm terrified. Me and my fiancé have been together for 4 years but there is a large (34 years) age gap between us, and while we weren't trying for a baby we haven't been preventing it either. I have had horrendous morning sickness since about 6 weeks 😷
I have suffered with depression for a few years now but have it under control with medication, since falling pregnant I don't feel like I'm in control, I'm so hormonal I just cry when I start thinking about things.
My family all say that I will feel happier once I've had my 12 weeks scan to know everything is ok, but I can't see it. Whenever I try and talk to my other half how I'm feeling he just says 'it will be ok' 😠Which isn't particularly helpful!!
I have a friend I have been confiding in, but I now feel like I'm having feelings for him. So I'm so confused, I don't know if I want to stay with my boyfriend and I don't even know if I want this baby.
Are these feelings normal?! I just feel like I've had enough ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ Please don't hate me, I already hate myself!
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user1469601223 · 11/09/2016 13:03
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