Hi all. Think I'm just looking for some reassurance/a good talking to/a shoulder to cry on.
It's probably a bit pathetic but I've just had a complete meltdown over my size. I started pre-pregnancy slightly underweight and with a history of eating disorders and problems. I was thin and had been used to being thin for years although I always saw myself as 'too big'.
Well, I'm not thin anymore. I've put on 3 stone in weight. I have love handles on my love handles and I'm struggling to find anything that I like to wear. I just want to put on some skinny jeans and a tshirt and feel comfortable. After 10 mins in topshop struggling in and out of an array of jeans I feel disgusted with myself and can't stop crying. I hate that I look so big. And I hate that I feel this way at all. Everyone tells me how lovely and pregnant I look and how I should be embracing my bump and blah blah blah. I don't feel that way. I hate how I look. I don't hate my bump. I love her and I love having her, but I can't stand the rest of my body. And right now I can't seem to pull myself together. I really can't seem to put this in perspective. Please someone tell me I'm not the only one....I know I sound shallow and selfish but this is such an issue I've battled with for so long. I can't seem to pull my head out of this negative space.
If you've got this far thanks for reading. Xx
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H0p3 · 08/09/2016 19:21
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