I am in somewhat a state of turmoil. Newly pregnant, should be excited but am not and with the weeks passing i am getting more and more convinced that i just want it to go away. The trouble is, dh wants it and we've told friends and family (i only decided to tell people because i wanted it to spur on some excitement inside but this hasn't happened). I am due to see the doctor soon to go through the whole paperwork thing but part of me is wanting to ask if there is an early abortion pill that i can take to induce a miscarriage....is there? This would then mean lying to everyone i care about and having to take their sympathetic gestures whilst knowing i terminated the baby! I feel desperate, frightened and terribly alone but at the same time if i do have an abortion i don't want anyone to know becuase that makes the guilt harder to bear. Has anyone had a secret abortion and made out it was a miscarriage? I feel in such a state of panic, i have got to do something. I am so irritable, moody, tired and unbearable to be around, i just want to be me again. I have even been smoking and having hot baths in the hope of miscarrying, god i sound such a dreadful person. Please tell me what my options are.
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A secret abortion, ADVICE PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Marshmellow · 01/02/2007 18:52
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