Urgh! I'm sorry ( not sorry) for having a big fat old moan but jeeeeeesh! I'm on month 14 of TTC and feel so down. Due on any day now, and had a positive opk about 14 days ago. Am trying to not track too much as in the first few months I went a bit cray cray over it all. So I just do the odd opk now and I track my periods on an app as I am irregular- it ranges from 30 to 48 days in a cycle - I think this could be down to stress as my jobs been fairly rough this year. Naively I expected it to
Happen straight away. Only a few family and friends know we are trying, and the " don't worry it happens within 6 months" helpful comments have now waned. I know it can take years, blah blah but come onnnnnnn!!! This month I feel so down and I know when I come on I will be quite upset. I've got no positive thoughts in me now- it's so rough each month hoping and hoping and to be quite frank, it's getting BORING! This is the wrong attitude I know all this but I just feel so blah. It's so hard nagging my other half each month too, we both have hard jobs, we go to bed at different times and have really busy lives so it's just so easy to go a week without even doing the deed unless I constantly remind and nag. We make the effort, but I just can't keep doing it every two to three days all month " just in case!". There's been so many pregnancy announcements at work and on Facebook, with friends and family and it's getting to the point I was adamant would never happen- bitterness ! Anyone in the same boat or have any amazing stories to fill me back up with some hope please! I should add my other half had his tests and all ok, and my hormones are all ok too. Next step the hospital for fertility stuff I'm guessing, I feel so down!!
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Sweetslover31 · 11/07/2015 11:35
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