16 weeks pregnant with my first. How do you cope with this feeling of being out of control of your own health?
In normal life (unpregnant life) I am very aware of how my body is feeling. I get the common cold about twice a year, in the winter it sometimes turns into a chesty cough. I know what remedies work for me and make it go away quickly. I barely ever throw up. I have remedies for an upset stomach. I know the best times and circumstances for me to sleep, eat etc. I seem to stay the same weight no matter what I do. Not stick thin, not fat.
But pregnancy has just sent me on a rollercoaster. A cold - what I thought was one of my "usual colds" turned into pneumonia. I carried on as usual, in disbelief that the usual methods were not working, and it just got worse and worse. My body couldn't fight it! At one point I felt like I was dying and had to go to hospital. After being on a ventilator I am dosed up on heavy anti-biotics now and on bed rest. Never had any side-effects from medication before but I am now constantly gagging and with chronic diarrhea.
I have gone from a 32 cup to a 36 cup. None of my clothes fit anymore. My internal organs don't feel like they fit in my torso. There is so much pressure all the time. Because of this I can't sleep properly. If I sleep on either side I get a build up of mucous which I am supposed to avoid at all costs due to the pneumonia. So I am sleeping in an elevated bed, but it is giving me so much pain in my pelvis.
I can deal with my body getting bigger, that is the least of my worries. I just wake up each morning now thinking "what next?"
Is anybody else in the same boat? Does it get better? Did your body shock you with how many illnesss and conditions it managed to come down with during pregnancy?
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Feeling completely out of control of my health
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Hedgehead · 11/06/2014 23:30
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