36+5 with first baby, so still some time to go but I started mat leave at 34 weeks. Had all these plans to do this and that and have not had the energy or motivation for any of it. Instead I've been buying things online because I don't know what else to do. I know I shouldn't but I can't help it.
I have been fine emotionally up until now, but am starting to freak out now. I'm scared shitless of labour, I'm scared I won't be able to cope with looking after a newborn, I have this tiny little side of me that is also scared I won't love the baby when it finally arrives. I think this is why I've been shopping needlessly online, my brain maybe figures if I just buy a lot of stuff I will be prepared, but I'm also realising that the real preparation is emotional and every time I think about it I start blubbing. I'm terrified.
Please tell me I'm not the only one.
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boredbuthappy · 16/02/2011 11:16
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