DD is one in early feb. We half heartedly started trying for #2 this month but was more a couple of drunken xmas encounters and really didn't expect it to work so quickly at all (if we had thought about it properly (or knew it would work first time) we defo would have waited a few months longer!)
I had a traumatic birth (whole thread on that on childbirth at min!) and I CANT go through anything like that ever again.
At the min DH lives away in week and I am in sole charge of DD in a new area where I don't know anyone. In next three months- ie. first trimester we are completely renovating a house with me as project manager. Plus trying to work 2 days per week freelance. So its quite lonely and stressful at min, so am a little bit freaked out that I will have to deal with all the first trimester anxiety and bleugh on top of that (have history of MC).
I would never have an abortion but am finding myself sort of hoping there has been a mistake somewhere and the 3 positive tests are wrong (well they are all out of date as were from when was trying for DD!- plus am not even late yet- my period may still come). Don't get me wrong I don't want to have an MC (couldn't go through that again) but am just having a bit of a meltdown about going through it all again so soon when am still very traumatised by DD's birth.
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buggery bollocks am up the duff- handholding please!
Thandeka · 19/01/2011 15:27
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