I went to see my consultant on tuesday and it did not go as i had imagined. I am thirty six weeks and have epilepsy so have to have regular visits. the last time i went I saw a junior doctor (RN1 - can anyone explain the grading?).
I have severe SPD so am really worrying about the birth, I am on crutches now and worry that i might not be able to cope. I broached this with the doctor at my last appointment and she completely disregarded me and said it was too early to talk about this now and anyway i could always have an epidural if it hurt too much.
That was all she would say about it and moved on. My husband was livid after the appointment saying it is another place to tell her what and when i should worry about it.
I went on tuesday hoping i would be seeing the proper consultant but it was the junior doctor again. she was really brusqe and then asked if i had any questions. i mentioned that i was still worried about the birth and that i was concerned that al the medical professionals keep telling me different things about the birth.
All the midwifes i have seen have told me the wort thing to have is an epidural or a c section. She said that was not true. I said i feel like i know everything about it but am still not able to decide as i am getting conflicting info. At this point i can only describe her behaviour as sulking! I told her that i was left in stirrups last birth for hours, i remember it as seven hours.
She checked my notes and said it was only three and half hours, then proceeded to tell me i had an epidural, I didn't! The midwife who dealt with the birth forgot to phone the dr and he got there to late. She actually apologised to me because of it so i know i am correct.
The junior Dr took offence that i had said this and said i had come in and told her i know more than her about the SPD and i was telling everyone that i had been left in stirrups for seven hours. It was like she was offended i had said it was not a good experience. she then stopped speaking to me (it was like dealing with my 3 yr DC) and pointed at the chair i sit in to have blood pressure. i thought i had just better get on with it and hobbled across the room and she took the blood pressure, after she rolled her eyes at me in the mirror not realising that if she could see me i could see her.
She took my pressure and never told me what it was (I suffer from ow pressure and have to monitor it), then said to me do you feel better now. I said no she had made me feel stupid and she had disregarded my fears. At this point she walked out. I thought we had finished so was getting up to leave when i heard her in the corridor telling my consultant i was being hysterical. I was not shouting, getting angry, i was trying to stop myself crying but was calm and quiet.
He came in and asked my what was wrong, i told him i was worried about the birth and he explained his views, again they contradict the midwife. I felt better but am still worried. He then left and i thought i should talk to the junior Dr as i might have to see her again so i tried to apologise if she thought i had offended her, she shouted that she had told me the same as the dr and walked out again!
Is this normal? i felt awful, as though i had told a dr i knew more than her. i tried to explain that i meant everyone is telling me different but she would not listen. She would not even address me! Is it me, did i sound like i was wrong.
Do you think i should tell my midwife as the junior doctor mentioned she will be talking to the team of midwifes to tell them the correct info and i am worried they will think i have complained about them? I actually trust my midwife more than the doctors and her views tie in with peoples who have actually experienced SPD.
If you have got to the end of this massive post, thank you. What would you do?
Chucklecheeks x
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Chucklecheeks · 04/11/2010 13:46
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