If you are Catholic, may I ask if you sometimes feel disillusioned with the church, and whether or not you have doubts, and if so, how and why do you keep going?
For example:
- do you think it's important to attend church regularly?
- can you rationalise or 'block out' the bits you disagree because of the good of the whole?
- do you hesitate when you say "I believe in one, true Catholic and apostolic church"?
- have you reassessed your beliefs and if so, what conclusions have you reached?
I was born and raised Catholic and so is my dh and my education was traditional and rather literal (to put it mildly!). We want dd to be raised as Catholic but this has led me to reassess and question many of my beliefs. I'm not just talking about the issue of contraception here, it's things such as the male church hierarchy, the lack of understanding about family life (for an organisation that purports to support this - the understanding can be woefully lacking) the lack of relevance and dynamism (happy clappy is not my thing either but surely there's a happy medium) ... Also, I can no longer truly believe that the Catholic church is necessarily "more truthful" than other established religions.
On the one hand I agree with the view that Pope's are not out there to win popularity contests or pander to popular beliefs. They are setting a standard which few of us can live up to but it's important to set a bench-mark to which we can all strive. On the other hand, numbers are dwindling and they don't see to care why so many members of the church feel disillusioned and confused.
There are so many good things about the Catholic church that are never spoken about, for example, I like it's classlessness - the fact that going to mass in W. Europe is probably the one remaining place where all different classes can meet under one roof. I personally like the emphasis on the importance of individual human life, the vulnerable, the young, the elderly, disabled, ill, marginalised etc etc. The papal encyclicals on truth and social justice are probably some of the finest, most intelligent and humane documents on the subject ever written.
But then all of those higher values can so easily be undermined by one's weekly experience at church. I'm probably not expressing myself very well - and I realise that questions about personal beliefs are very, well, ... personal .... but I would love to know other people's views and how do you rationalise the good and the bad?