I've started having a strange feeling lately, especially reading some of the mumsnet Golden Rules of Parenting. I am kind of feeling broody I guess. The problem is that ds is 3.5 and I have HATED parenting. The last 3.5 years were horrendous. I probably had depression, was stuck at home isolated without much help and really had sworn to never put myself through that much crap again. DS had sleeping problems and still wakes up 3 times a night. I miss having a clean tidy home and my own space.
But I'm 35 and not getting any younger. Could this be just my biological clock giving me a jolt? Or am I really over the 'first baby' horrors and ready to have another baby? I'm imagining holding the little one already. I really don't understand my own feelings. This is so unlike me.
I can't talk about it to DH. He is always broody and ready for more kids (because he does fu** all to help!!). I need someone to help me. Shake me out of this. I really don't want another baby, but I'm consumed with the thought of another little one. Is it normal to feel this torn about having another baby? Please ... I need some advice....
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I think I'm feeling broody....gulp
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DontForgetToBreathe · 22/12/2009 00:01
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