I imagine this is a common issue but since having my DS 6 months ago, I've become wracked with fear about things that could happen to my baby. I dream about dropping and killing him, I have mental flashes where I imagine him dying and stories of child abuse in the press really really upset me. I could definitely kill anyone who threatened him. It's not just centered on DS either, I suddenly feel ultra protective of all children (beyond what I think is probably normal)
Now I know that this is a normal part of being a mum but how the hell do you control it? I was always a laid back person but I'm having to work increasingly hard to maintain this relaxed exterior while inside my thoughts are racing towards doom. My liberal leanings are being clouded by ideas that child abusers should be castrated etc, I'm worried I'll start reading the daily mail soon! (an urge I will fight)
I don't want my DS growing up terrified of the world around him, but I'm finding myself increasingly scared by it.
Someone tell me it's hormones or something, I'm going crazy!!
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this lioness like urge to protect my baby is overwhelming. I used to be a laid back person, when will I become normal again?
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scruffymomma · 10/10/2008 11:16
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