I have 3 kids, (DD age 11, Twin DS age 6) and I have not had any friends (except work colleagues)since leaving school! My DD has just started sec school and it has hit me that she has spent all of her life never knowing me having any friends and it has surely had an effect on her. My kids are very happy and confident and don't seem to have had any probs making friends themselves and my DD has had friends over for sleepovers etc, and they all get invited to birthday parties but I have never been able to build any friendships with their parents. We moved to our current area almost 2 years ago and because I work fulltime, the kids have been going to the afterschool club so I have not been there at picking up time. My DH works shifts until late in the evening (so I can't join any clubs in the evening to meet people) so he normally does the school drop offs and the other parents normally talk to him but on the times that I have been there, I stand there like a lemon while the other mums have a good goss. I know it's my fault as I am a shy person and normally avoid eye contact and keep my head down and find it difficult to speak to people unless they start a conversation but my DSs are now asking for their friends to come over for tea and I don't know how to broach the subject to the mums as they don't know me. I have taken this month off work so my DD can settle into sec school and I can pick her up at finish time (when I go back to work she will have to stay in the library or go to an afterschool activity until I finish work at 5pm so I want her to get used to it first) and as I will also be able to pick up my DSs when they finish school, I wanted to start talking to the other mums but as the kids have been there for 2 years and I have never said more than 'Hi' to anyone before now, I don't know how to start talking to them. Failing putting a sticker on my forehead saying 'Please be my friend' I don't know what to do! When I had my DD, I put on a lot of weight and have been very self conscious about it and I think maybe they don't want to talk to me because I'm a fat B but I see other women a lot bigger than me happily chatting so I know it's not that. I mean, I look normal (so my husband says), I am not a monster but my sister says I look hard faced! I continued working when I had my DD so did not get to any mum & tot groups and when I had my DSs, I quit work for 5 years and did try going but stopped as again I found it difficult to talk to anyone and one of my DSs is challenging to put it politely and was a biter/hair puller etc. and one time after a biting incident, one of the other mums screamed at me in front everybody that I needed to keep him under control (difficult when you have twins running about in opposite directions)so I did'nt bother anymore and spent a very lonely 5 years at home with them. It seems that most people of my age have made their friends and are not really interested in making any more so I am at a bit of a loss. I would just to be able to have someone over for a coffee now and again and my kids to be able to get to know other people before they are old enough to realise what a lonely sad person their mum is! I don't have any family nearby either. I grew up in a large family and there were always people in and out of the house so I definitely feel that my kids are missing out. Any advice would be appreciated?
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lonelymom · 10/09/2008 00:24
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