My mum (who was a single parent from me being two and I was her only child) is my best friend, but is over 200 miles away and very very ill, i.e. has weeks to live. I am an sp to a nearly 4 y/o who is an angel-she hasn't always been, but her behavior now is great - she generally does what I ask, behaves beautifully in new places (unless it's the dining hall at uni!) and is generally a joy to be around, but I keep finding myself really not wanting to be around her a lot of the time. I am doing a VERY intensive degree which has me up all night (literally) at least two nights a week and I am still very behind, we travel over 500 miles most weekends to visit mum just in case she goes during the week, and I am struggling to cope, but it is all coming out on dd-I blow up over the smallest stupidest things, like her refusing to use the toilet, but insisting on me going up to the bathroom, bringing the potty down, and then trekking it back up to the bathroom to sloosh it out when she's finished-she's 4, she will use the toilet anywhere else, why not here? Am I depressed? I keep fantasising about not having her around any more, but REALLY hate myself for it. I don't feel like that all the time, mainly at the weekends.
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Justtwosecondspoppet · 10/02/2008 22:07
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