My sons 10months and won't sleep in his cot

[RoseeeC1995]

Hi Mums,

My son won't sleep in his cot and to be honest it's completely my own fault I'm 21 and his my first so I was silly with sleeping in his cot. I have to get him asleep first then put him in there and then after 2 hours max his awake again and I have to do the same thing sometimes he even try's to play and it takes me a good couple of hours to get him back to sleep and then put him in his cot!. I'm literally so tired I just need some advice on what to do, I've tried the leaving him to cry but it honestly breaks my heart I just can't do it. Surly he should be sleeping through the night

Thank you