So 8 months ago, we had a baby girl. Fairly traumatic birth lasting 4 days from start of induction to birth with very little sleep. She's never been an easy baby, never wanted to be put down, never slept, constantly attached to the boob, hated the car, hated the buggy etc. Every time we went out, I'd be terrified she'd have a meltdown - she usually did. Took her to a cranial osteopath who couldn't find anything wrong. Just a 'live wire'. Super alert blah blah blah
Fast forward 8 months, she will wake anything from 2-8 times per night and my whole day revolves around her naps (which are shit anyway). I am so so tired. I look like shit. I never seem to do anything for myself anymore. I find myself wishing for my old pre-baby life so much, to sleep, to have interests, to do sport (used to run and/or cycle and/or gym pretty much every day. I do love her so much and so it feel awful to wish for my old life as, by extension, I am wishing she wasn't around. When she doesn't sleep, I get so frustrated. I try so hard not to be angry when woken for the umpteenth time, but it's shit and I just want to not have to be the one that gets up to her. My husband does help but he finds it hard to settle her/she won't settle for him.
Why am I finding this so hard? Everyone else seems to cope? We are about to start on sleep training her I think and I feel shit that we have to, but I am so tired of being up for hours at night.
Not really sure where I'm going with this, I knew the newborn stage would be hard (and it was), but I thought I'd be having more fun than this by now. Is it going to get any better? Have I made a massive mistake in thinking what being a parent would be like?
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How I feel 8 months on - normal?
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exhorsted · 29/12/2015 15:56
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