I have an 11 month old baby boy and I am sinking. I feel like I am doing everything wrong all the time and he will hate me and realise what a terrible mother I am. I feel like I am constantly searching for the right answer that doesn't exist and there is so much advice out there it is impossible to know what is the right stuff for us. DS sleeps in a sleepyhead and now can't sleep without it, he wakes for 2 hours screaming at night and we can't settle him, I still breastfeed him at night as he won't take a bottle and spits out formula, he wakes at 5am EVERY morning, he is becoming increasingly picky with food and spits out most vegetables, he constantly shouts and screams and is never content. I feel like I didn't tackle things early on and now it will be harder especially as he starts nursery next week and I go back to work. My DH is an amazing father and very hands on, he works long hours and there really isn't any more he can do.
I had PPD and took antidepressants for 6 months which helped a little but I had horrible side effects and a pretty tough time coming off them. I really don't want to go on them again. I know things will get better and I need to try and get things into perspective but at the minute it's hard to see outside this bubble and I feel like I have let DS down.
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theworstwife · 23/09/2015 14:15
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