I have two DDS, one is 2 and 1/2 and then a 10 week old. I feel my life is just relentless and I need a break before I actually break. Dd1 is a lovely girl but going through the no stage, all normal. I just feel I'm doing her a disservice as I'm exhausted from the unput downable baby that is dd2. She ends up watching TV a lot.
Dd2 is bf and after a rocky start its still going. But last night she was fussing at the boob after hours of cluster feeding. so I, lacking confidence in my milk and being totally knackered decided to try a bottle to give myself a break. This is the second time and she refused it. Stuck her on the boob and she promptly fell asleep. I just need a break the only time I get time to myself is in the shower.
Don't know what I'm trying to archive by posting this. Its probably garbled from lack of sleep. Is it normal for a baby to cluster feed every night from two weeks? Am I selfish to want some of my evenings back? Just feel low. I spend most of my day trying to get to the park with dd1 with dd2 in the sling. Am I a crap selfish mum? My dh is very patient but probably wants his wife back and I want me back too. Seem to have lost myself. Again.
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Cheeriosfortotoro · 27/02/2015 09:50
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