That's it really. I sound great, don't I? I'm utterly miserable but have so much to be thankful for. Dd is 3.9 and ds about to turn 2. I love them so much but they drive me crazy and I don't cope well. I seem to shout all the time which doesn't work and makes us all upset.
When they go to bed I literally can't wait to open the wine but feel groggy every morning and know I need to stop. Sure that has contributed to 2 stone weight gain in last 12 months which also makes me miserable on so many levels.
We have a lovely home and no money worries. I have a part time job which I love and keeps me sane.
I did have counselling last year to help with anger management and pretended it helped but it didn't .
Relationship with husband is often poor as he struggles to communicate emotionally, we have found two young children hard, he is stressed and I hide how much I drink. I probably resent his perceived freedom too but really he just goes to work.
I don't know what I expect from this, maybe a flaming and to be told to get a grip but just need to get it out.
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I scream at the kids, I drink too much, I eat too much and I don't know how to change.
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redmimi · 30/08/2014 22:14
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