Can I ever go out in public again?(37 Posts)
DS is 2.3, DD is 4 months. I look after them both full time at the moment. I decided to take them to the library this morning, and in a moment of insanity decided to leave the buggy at home and let DS walk and catch the bus. I should have seen the direction things were going in when he lay down on the pavement outside our front gate, and had to be coaxed and carried to the bus stop at the end of the road.
He was good on the bus, and okay at the library to begin with. When he started pulling cups out of the water dispenser and tried to snatch a toy from the only other child in the library I decided it was time to go home for lunch. DS didn't like this idea and was already screaming under my arm by the time we got back to the bus stop. He knocked over the shopping of a man waiting in the shelter, and I only had time for a flustered apology as I carried him kicking and screaming on to our bus. I had to pin him in his seat for the whole journey home as he screeched and thrashed. He kept knocking his baby sister (who was in the sling) and making her cry.
I didn't dare look at any of the other passengers. I heard muttering behind me and glanced up once and there was an older woman giving me a filthy look. At our stop I carried off and apologised to the driver, then staggered up the road to the house with him still flailing under my arm.
He's calmed down now and is watched Peppa. I hoped writing it all down would help me see the funny side but I still just want to sob. Why is it so bloody hard? Why do I never see other toddlers behaving like this? I just want to stay indoors and never go out again.
Amelia, I am one of those who sees your DS like that and just thinks, there for the grace of god go I. I have also had so many sympathetic looks and words off people whilst one or other of mine has been flying off the handle. Honestly, most other parents are with you in spirit. Non-parents - well meh. Their time may well be coming
at matana! The floppy fish thing. I know!! How do they (toddlers) know this move? Who taught them etc etc. It's a mystery!
OP, we all feel your pain, but fret not, tomorrow will be better. And I bet the only person tut-tutting was that woman, everyone else had total sympathies for you.
You really are not alone - I would be smiling at you in total sympathy and solidarity. My DS is only 14.5 months and has had some epic meltdowns in public recently.
My problem is I find it absolutely impossible to start giggling as soon as he kicks off because his angry cry face is just hilarious. Last week I lugged him down the road flailing under my arm screaming while I was gasping with laughter - just the memory is making me giggle again.
I think I'll be laughing on the other side of my face in a year's time when he's bigger and harder to carry though.
I remember my mum telling me about a flight she was on and this couple had a very young baby and somehow in the melee of getting on (I think that they'd had help off the crew and such like) the wrong bag had been stowed in the hold - the bag with the baby's milk...on an eight/nine hour flight. You can imagine. Everyone on the flight was very sympathetic apparently. Poor parents!
I could have written this post a few weeks ago (altho heavily pregnant instead of newborn!)
I even had a woman come up to me to try 'help' calm my ds 2.6 which resulted in him just giving her a glare .. She then proceeded to compare my ds to her autistic 9yr old and that I should get my son checked out!
I dragged him home and broke down in tears
I also feel your pain. Took DD (20 months) to church for the first time last month. She refused to sit still and took off down the aisle. I heard an almighty crash as she took out an older lady. Both went crashing to the floor... Not been to church for 15 years so no idea who the woman was. Found out later it was the vicar's wife!! Thankfully they were both fine. Good job they're Christians - they have to forgive us .
You will go out again but just be safe in the knowledge that lots of people are understanding rather than judging. It really adds to the pain of the event when you get the tutters but to some extent you have to not care. I remember a time where my 4 year old had just started infants school, DD was 6 months old in a sling and I had decided to pick up some food from smallish supermarket after the school pick up. I'd promised DS a particular ice cream, anyway they had sold out and DS had a tantrum like a 2 year old. An old man walked past and asked what was wrong. I replied that he had wanted an ice cream before I could finish the sentence, he helpfully interrupted my response and said to me, 'you better get him one then hadn't you!' he then walked off and others around me had made the same assumptions, that I wouldn't let him have one at all. Anyway, I turned around and TBH did feel inadequate but I think it was much more overwhelming when DD was a baby.
It seems that staying in is not without its perils too; this afternoon DS managed to escape mid-nappy-change and do a huge poo on the rug in his bedroom. Then DH texted to say he was going to be late home and I nearly had a breakdown...
Am definitely going to have a big tonight!
Bigger picture time: So- you took them on the bus and to the library- an adventure for a 2.3 year ol...... you achieved a whole lot more than the several thousand children who spent this morning in front of the telly. You did everything here for all the best of intentions so give yourself a break. This time next yeat you WILL laugh at this- and may not attempt a trip out without buggy for some time yet- we have all tried to run before we can walk and lived to regret it... but no harm done.xx
DS threw an utter shit fit at the weekend when I refused to let him play with
rip to pieces the display stand of nappies in Boots. We got a bit cocky thinking we would put the reins on him and let him walk around the trafford centre, leave the pushchair at home for a change. He's 14 months, you can imagine how that went. He got carried out to the car wailing his face off at the injustice of it all after half an hour of attempted shopping.
Take the buggy! Dd1 still goes in hers at 3.5 and she walks very nicely now but she wouldn't have a year ago good god no!
I can't go back to our local swimming pool after yesterday.
Had a lovely swim with dds and then dd2 3yo had a full on screaming tantrum when it was time to get out. We'd been in there for an hour.
What made it doubly worse was me hissing through my teeth to myself 'don't fuck with me you little shit' completely out of dds hearing but totally within the hearing of the family behind me who quite rightly stuck their noses in the air and pretended me and my screaming child didn't exist.
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