I have been in a relationship for two years with a guy who has 2 adult children who live some distance away. I lived/live with one child, now teenager, who has been ill, is getting better, but I'm very protective still. Partner knew my situation when we first met (I was tentative, was divorcing after long separation from disfunctional marriage, and I did not finding opening up easy) and yet he pursued me; kept promising to love me forever; proposed after six months.
Plan was for my divorce to come through (this year, finally) and we sell our flats then buy home together and get married.
My partner sees his ex (she left him for someone else who she's married to) sometimes and I have met her, though found that very difficult. His oldest got married this year but only invited her friends and parents to her wedding. He cancelled plans for a major birthday celebration as he knew I find his kids difficult and would not want his ex there. We had planned, too, a holiday abroad with the 3 collective children and their partners but now he's just told me he's going on holiday alone with his kids, will do something separate with me. That's what they want, they've booked it already. I reacted badly (is that unreasonable? I honestly don't know), he threatened to cancel it, and immediately saw this was the worst thing to do and tried to retract and say he should just go (which I am sure he will), but now he says this was Xmas ruined by problems created by me with his family.
For the last few months he won't talk about marriage, buying house etc. and says he sees only difficulties ahead. Writing this, it sounds like I should give up now, but when we are alone we have such a great relationship, and I have worked so hard to open up again with a man. I can't believe after 2 years, with him doing so much of the chasing, that he's cooling now and blaming me. It is like all he can see is negativity. But is it my fault? I wanted his kids to like me, for us to deal with them as a couple, not separate, and the more I don't see that, the more I know I sound desperate to be included every time they are in contact, which puts pressure on him. He says I've been constantly asking him questions about them for the last month and it's unbearable. He finds my child difficult too, and is anxious about her living with us in new home, though she's almost ready to go off to uni.
Why are step-relationships so difficult and can I rescue this? I probably have been unreasonable, but I also don't want to always be second best when his kids are involved. Same is probably true for him with mine.
Sorry for long post, but I feel pretty rotten now and would love to hear from others.
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How do I stop my attitude to his adult children ruining relationship?
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Justus · 02/01/2013 18:10
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