Background needed, so sorry for the long story...I am mid 40s, with a H and beautiful 2 yo DS, the light of our lives. We are very very lucky: after a couple of failed rounds of IVF, with very low chances of future success we went for the better-odds option of donor egg (NHS+clinic abroad) followed by a wonderful pregnancy and easy birth. For the first time EVER I am now unable to make a decision...do we try for another? We have one egg 'on ice' and therefore it really is one last chance. H is in a quandary too but he will stick by my decision.
There are several factors for trying: (1) guilt about being older parents who will die earlier than some of DS's peers, leaving DS without sibling support (2) it will be a little bit harder for DS, being a 'donor egg child'; having a sibling would probably make it easier to deal with (3) it would be lovely to have another child...
And there are several factors against: (1) H is freelance and usually works very long hours, often away up North and there are many weeks during which he doesn't see DS; I work 4 day weeks; childrearing is mainly on my shoulders and therefore I am really tired a lot of the time (2) our marriage has been under stress; we still love each other and no one else is involved, we have been going to counselling for over a year to resolve but there are still problems - we are trying to get on better but often not doing very well at all and we go round and round in circles (3) we realise the many benefits of sticking with just one...
Please help, or shoulder-shake! I don't mind being pointed to something glaringly obvious that hasn't occurred to me but please be gentle because I am feeling fragile. TIA
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1BunOldie · 27/04/2015 11:29
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