Hi everyone.
I'm still getting over my ERPC I had on Thursday. This is my second loss - a missed miscarriage at 10 weeks this time around.
Last time I struggled alone with a "natural miscarriage" but as surgery was involved this time, a lot more people have found out. My question is - how does everyone else cope in this situation?
I guess I'm fortunate (in a way) that I have no children to look after and so I can be quite selfish at the moment with my time but I'm struggling to figure out how to snap out of this.
I'm staying at my parents place this weekend as I didn't feel up to travelling back to my home but everyone is doing my head in. I wish I had a way of escaping.
I know they're only trying to protect me but my husband and mum keep trying to sneak my phone away from me as not only do they think I'm spending too much time on forums, but 2 of my friends have just put up their 12 week scans on Facebook today & they think I haven't seen them yet.
I just want to block everyone out. I'm not answering phone calls and I'm ignoring texts from my friends. Am I being incredibly immature? I just want the ground to swallow me whole.
I'm the last one of my friends to have children and as far as I'm aware, I'm also the only one to have lost a baby. If one more person tells me that "at least I know I can get pregnant" I think I might hit them.
I work for our family business so I don't even have any way to escape to another environment. I don't know what to do.
Does anyone have any tips? Or is this just a long and lonely journey.
I know I'm alienating myself but I just can't seem to help it.
This sucks beyond belief.
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Lonelyfox · 15/05/2016 20:25
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