chemical pregnancy loss

[JemimapuddleducK02]

I know it's stupid, but after all the heavy blood loss and clots, I still find myself hoping I'm still pregnant. I missed my period by 5 days. I'm never late on my period except when I'm pregnant. I never took a pregnancy test but I knew I was definitely pregnant. I had all the symptoms I usually have. It wasn't planned at all, in fact with dd2 we were ttc for two years before we fell. So I'm really gutted I've lost this lite bean. Now that I'm no longer pregnant, I'm desperate for another baby, even though it wasn't on the cards at all. The bleeding has eased today, not sure if I feel happy or sad about that really..... I know it was a very early miscarriage, but I can't seem to stop crying over it . If your reading this I expect you've had a loss of your own

[littlepeanut16]

I was exactly the same when I miscarried, hoping maybe I was in the percentage of women who have a threatened miscarriage but still have happy healthy babies in the end. It's hard to accept what's going on when it's happening I think.

[fuzzywuzzy]

Oh Jemima I am so so sorry for your loss.

I have had a few of these and have now been referred for further investigation.

I felt exactly like you are feeling I think, especially with the last one where my period was ten days late and we were getting our hopes up and tentatively looking forward to the future.

Be kind to yourself, rest and grieve as much as you need.

Also maybe discuss with your partner about the planning another DC?

[JemimapuddleducK02]

Thank you ladies. I'm sorry to hear your experiences of loss. It sucks doesn't it?. Fuzzy, I hope your tests go well, fingers crossed for you both. The truth is I'm too scared to ask my husband as I'm pretty sure he will
Say no. It will be too final to hear no more children.