Hi just needed to talk about it because I feel OK one minute then crying and angry the next and also just wanted to share my experience as it was not what I was told to expect.
I started to bleed at 10 weeks and went to the hospital and the baby measured 8 weeks and they said it was a missed miscarriage. I decided I would go home and let nature take its course 2 days later I started having awful pains, didn't feel like period pains! I was on the toilet most of the night/early morning and pain was getting worse and worse and then I found out the baby and sac was stuck and I had to pull it out myself as it was just not pushing out, worst experience of my life! I then flushed my baby away in total shock at what had happened and now I feel completely awful at flushing my baby away.
Afterwards I felt like I kept weeing myself but it was blood and big flesh like clots which were also just as painful sorry tmi.
I wish I had known to expect this especially the baby and sac getting stuck and causing more pain until I realised.
I just want to feel normal again I'm still bleeding and feel empty, I had made so many plans we were so excited for our first baby.
Thanks for reading I just needed to talk.
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Cindarelli · 27/01/2016 12:00
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