I'm sat sorting through DS's baby clothes to give to my friend who's pregnant. She's due almost a year to the day since I miscarried my baby girl. I thought I was dealing with this but as happy as I am for her I feel like my heart is breaking. The world's kept turning and everyone has forgotten about my baby girl. No one remembers. Everyone thinks I'm okay and I'm strong but I'm not. I'm packing up clothes I should be dressing my baby girl in and giving them to someone else. I should be exhaustedly juggling my 3yo and 1 month old and instead I'm pathetically sobbing into a baby grow that I'll watch one of my closest friends dress her baby in. It just feels so cruel. I've been holding it all together and today I've run out of strength. I just don't know how to be okay with this
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