I feel horrible writing that title. I am very happy for them. I also feel so so sad alot worse than I expected to. I'm really hurting today. The baby is my sister In laws (partners sister) and earlier than expected. My babys 2nd due date was last week. I also found out a friend is pregnant and found out the same day. I had and have been finding it hard. I feel disappointed that coming up to two years since the miscarriage my heart still aches so much when hearing of other people's pregnancys
The baby Is the first baby girl in a long time. They were all very excited at just the prospect of us having a baby girl ( we knew it would be). I am trying very hard not to think of all the what ifs but seeing all the same flurry of excitement that we received I am failing today.
I can't even speak to partner as it's his sister. She has been through multiple miscarriages so I feel mean even expressing my sadness. I don't feel like I can speak to any one in real life right now. I feel very lost and alone and pretty selfish
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Hopefullywaiting · 24/01/2016 18:26
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