Just posted this over on the Pregnancy forum and realized I was in the wrong place, so sorry if you're reading this twice
I had medical management about 3.5 weeks ago following a missed miscarriage. As soon as the physical stuff was over I felt kind've relieved in a way, and tried to put it to the back of my mind but now its starting to hit me.
I know my hormones are still all over the place, but I feel so lost, confused and REALLY angry. One minute I'm fine and actually feeling guilty for feeling upbeat, the next I'm gulping down tears hoping that nobody notices, or being a complete cow to everyone.
I think I ovulated last week so AF is probably on the way which doesn't help the mood much, but for the last week or so I have been silently bubbling over with anger inside. I was a moody biatch this weekend which is so unfair on my DH, he's hurting too.
I'm trying to be brave, laughing and joking with colleagues and trying not to think about what happened but there are little triggers everywhere.
I went to Tesco yesterday and at the front of the shop is the clothing section, with little baby grows all hung out. Just a few weeks ago I was browsing, looking at the type of things we would buy when I got past the first trimester, and now I'm here waiting for AF again.
It's nobody's fault but I'm just so angry, it's so unfair....
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Bambi1981 · 05/10/2015 15:57
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