sjd114
Hi all.
I have been in a very rubbish place recently.. my story;
I went to the epu as I was spotting they did an internal scan, & told me I was having a miscarriage. But took blood & told me to come back on Wednesday, So I went home, cried for hours and hours and grieved. When Wednesday came around.. I felt sick at the thought of going back in there. . They told me because my hormal levels came back very high still they needed to scan me.. ( I was totally numb, got undressed and lay there sobbing to myself) while they poked around. Then all of a sudden they all got very excited. . And told me that they could see that the sac had grown massive amounts. And they could see it this time.. I didn't dare look.. but I did and I couldn't make anything out. I got myself dressed, still numb but this time confused too.. They then told me I had a 50/50 chance of it surviving.. so as you can imagine going from being told I'd lost the little bean then to be told I still had hope. . My head is all over the place. My appointment is today, I would of been ok, but for the last 2 days I've had horrible period pains & pretty much my period.TMII've had a few small clots too. So I know. I know that I got a little more hopeful for nothing. I have my appointment at 2 today, and I'm dreading it. Really dreading it. I can't go through being told I've miscarried AGAIN. In one pregnancy. I just need some advice on where to go from here . I'm a mess.xxxxx
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sjd114 · 28/08/2015 11:02
Hi sj I'm sorry you are in limbo, it's horrible. Do you have somebody to go with you this afternoon? It's very difficult for them to say which way a threatened miscarriage will go in early pregnancy, I appreciate how difficult it is to live with the uncertainty for days or weeks. 
Hi Miloi it really has been the worst 2 weeks of my life.. I have, my aunt is taking me as my oh can't get the day off (he hasn't been able to for any of this - his place of work is being VERY unsympathetic ) I understand, but it's just very hard. :( thank you for your response though . xx
sjd I'm really sorry to hear about this. Have been thinking of you. Have you considered posting on the Headwreck and Hope thread, I found it really helpful when this was happening to me back in May.
Lots of hugs to you, best of luck for this afternoon
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